IMPORTANT!
Most of my work is going to be submitted as a scrap from now on, and a lot of my current deviations are going to be moved to scraps as well. I don't like the fact that so many of my deviations are such low quality. If you see a scrap you'd like finished, let me know and I'll work more on it.

Thank you.

as for what I was saying before...here's a meme-thing from ~keiva-som-ko. it made me giggle when I saw hers so I decided to do it too ^-^

1. Honestly, what color is your underwear?
no underwear
2. Honestly, whats on your mind right now?
my girlfriend~
3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
my girlfriend~ no just kidding XD I wish. uhh...programming a video game, talking to people, and working on two pictures in photoshop. yay multitasking
4. Honestly, what did you do today?
talked dirty to my girl and tried to convince her to take naughty pictures of herself for me. programmed a bunch on a video game..but that's not as important*lol*
5. Honestly, do you think you are attractive?
yup. I've much more settled into myself, and my girl makes me feel beautiful.
6. Honestly, have you done something bad today?
I gotta agree with ~keiva-som-ko on this one; 'Depends on your definition of bad!'
7. Honestly, do you watch Disney channel?
Not often. I mostly watch Mythbusters, CSI, and Boondocks. Which isn't saying much, I don't watch much TV usually.
8. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?
yeah. anyone who's near my girl while I can't be .__. but it's ok, she's so awesome I don't mind sharing with them.
9. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?
my friends, and especially my girl.
10. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
sort of? I bite the skin on either side of my nails, but that's just to keep it in line, not so much out of habit(I can never find clippers)
11. Honestly, what is your mood right now?
happy, vaguely creative but not 'OMG I HAVE TO CREATE NOW OR I'LL EXPLODE!'(it's refreshing to not be that idea-overwhelmed once in a while)
12. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder?
uh...I have such a high metabolism I need to eat almost constantly, but I forget a lot lately so I've been losing weight. does that count?
13. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?
yes. my girl.
14. Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?
not really. I like talking about myself, so I tell people pretty much anything about myself all the time XD
16. Honestly, do you hate someone right now?
no, I don't really have it in me to hate people. at least not for more than five minutes. I think the record was an hour and forty-two minutes.
17. Honestly, who/what do you want to hug right now?
mah girl~
18. Honestly, are you loyal?
yes.
19. Honestly, are you in denial?
I hope not .__.;;
20. Honestly, wouldn't you rather be having sex right now?
*thinks*sex? probably not. just hangin close to my girl, probably snugglin with her? hell yeah.
21. Honestly, who is your best friend?
IN NO PARTICULER ORDER: my girl, Aysha, Jamie. cuz I can't choose just one, but these are the three people I can be myself most around.
22. Honestly, have you ever consumed alcohol?
yes. it makes me very, very, VERY violent, so likely never again.
23. Honestly, do you like someone?
hellz yea. I'm head over heels for her.
24. Honestly, does anyone like you?
I sure hope so XD
25. Honestly, is it going anywhere with them?
I really really hope so. I'd do anything for her, and from what I can tell she'd do the same for me. That's love, and I'm determined to make this work despite the odds.
26. Honestly, did you answer all these questions honestly?
indeedy-doo ^_^ I don't lie anymore.

also from ~keiva-som-ko

[x] smoked weed or cigs.
[x] consumed alcohol.
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
[x] made out with someone of the opposite sex.
[x] made outwith someone of the same sex.
[X] had someone in your room of the opposite sex.
[X] watched porn (woot!)
[ ] bought porn
[x] done drugs..

TOTAL: 9

[x] taken pain killers.
[x] taken someone elses prescription medicine.(my mom fills every prescription the doctors give her, then keeps it around the house in case someone needs it*lol*)
[X] lied to your parents.
[X] lied to a friend.
[x] snuck out of the house.
[x] done something illegal.
[X] cut yourself.
[X] hurt someone.
[X] wished someone to die.
[ ] seen someone die.

TOTAL: 9

[x] missed curfew.
[x] stayed out all night.
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.(several times XD gawd I love my metabolism sometimes)
[x] been to a therapist.(UGH.)
[x] been to rehab.(some sweet 16 that was =__= )
[X] dyed your hair.(green, then black, then red )
[x] recieved a ticket.(stupid speeding tickets from bored cops =__= )
[x] been in a wreck.(wreck? the car was totaled, but Julie and I are mostly ok)
[x] been to a club.(my brothers' friends were the band )

TOTAL: 10


[x] been to a wild party.
[ ] seen the Mardi Gras.(I want to T-T)
[ ] had a summer break in Florida.(DON'T want to. too hot and humid there, thankyouverymuch.)
[x] sniffed anything.(SMELL EVERYTHING. you'll find some interesting smells.)
[X] wore black nail polish.
[X] wore arm bands.
[x] wore t-shirts with band names. (they weren't mine, but I wore them nonetheless XD)
[X] listened to rap. (and hated it.)
[ ] own a 50 cent cd.

TOTAL: 5


[X] dressed gothic.(I went through a goth phase, but it was too much work so I stopped XD)
[ ] dressed prep.(HOW DO THEY BREATHE IN THOSE CLOTHES?!??)
[X] dressed punk. (8D)
[ ] dressed grunge.
[ ] stole something.
[x] been too drunk to remember anything.
[x] blacked out.(I don't remember a lot of the first time I was drunk, and from other people's accounts, that's a good thing .__.)
[x] fainted.(overheated during a training session XD)
[ ] had a crush on your neighbor.
[x] had someone sneak into your room.

TOTAL: 6

[x] snuck into someone else's room..
[X] had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] been to a concert.
[x] dry humped someone. (XD)
[ ] been called a slut.
[ ] called someone a slut.
[ ] installed speakers in your car.
[X] broke a mirror.
[x] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house.
[x] brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush.(I don't even own my own atm XD)

TOTAL: 7

[ ] consier ludacris a rapper. (Who?)
[X] seen an R rated movie in theaters.
[x] cruised the mall.
[X] skipped school.
[ ] had an eating disorder.
[X] had an injury. (too many of them XD)
[ ] gone to court.
[ ] walked out of a restaurant without paying.
[ ] caught something on fire.(ALL THE TIME then there was that scary time when someone tried to light me on fire .__.;; )
[ ] lied about your age.(it's funnier to tell people my real age. I've been guessed at everywhere between 15 and 24 XD)

TOTAL: 4

[ ] owned an apartment.
[x] cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend.(not the one I have now! I'm done with that shite.)
[ ] been cheated on.
[x] got in trouble with the police.
[x] talked to a stranger.(OMG THIS IS SO FUN. just talk to random people about random stuff, it'll brighten both your days )
[x] hugged a stranger.
[x] kissed a stranger.(anime conventions <_< >_> )
[X] rode in the car with a stranger.
[ ] been sexually harrassed.
[X] been verbally harrassed.

TOTAL: 7

[x] met face to face with someone you met online.
[X] stayed online for 12 hours straight.
[X] talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight.(I had to switch phones cuz the first one died XD)
[X] watched tv for 12 hours straight.
[X] been to a fair.
[X] been called a bad influence.(all the time .__.;; )
[X] cursed.
[ ] prank called someone.
[x] laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex.
[ ] cheated on a test.

TOTAL: 8

[X] cheated on homework.(THE TEACHER GAVE US THE ANSWERS. for everything. and some people still failed. it was sad.)
[x] recieved/given a handjob.
[X] been pushed into a pool.
[x] played pool.(I suck at it but my mom kicks ass even when she's drunk XD)
[ ] watched 5 hours of mtv straight.
[ ] had a crush on someone 10 years older than you.
[x] had a crush on someone younger than you.
[X] wear eyeliner.
[X] skinny dipped. (AWESOME.)
[ ] laughed at someone who was seriously hurt.(my mom laughed at my brother when he broke his leg cuz she thought he was faking and being a baby XD she felt so bad when she found out he really broke it. we still tease her about it to this day.)

TOTAL: 7

GRAND TOTAL: 72

10-20= goodie good
21-30= a little rebellious
31-40= getting hot baby
41-50= rebel
51-60= total bad girl/boy
61-70= bitch
71-80= cant believe you made it this far
81-90= bad ass
91-100= see you in hell

aww I wanted to go to hell T-T


in other news, I'm thinking of trying to guilt my older brother and his gf into getting me a DA sub, since I didn't get bday presents from...well...anybody but my mom and ~rbrtpendragon. I'd try to guilt my younger brother into getting me one too, but he still hates me. Although he's warming up to me since his gf seems to like me ^-^ she's sooooo cute and can't be more than 5'4", probably less, which is hilarious cuz my younger brother is at least 6'2" XD and she's bein so good to him, which makes me happy cuz he's such a romantic and his previous gfs treated him like crap and walked all over him. She made him the most adorable video of them for their anniversary, if it ever gets posted on YouTube or somethin I'll be sure to link to it so everyone can go 'awwwwh!' and melt from the lovey-cuteness.

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Deviation of the Journal
~Nocturnal-Albino's Beloved.
A piece I can totally relate to.